going home

Wednesday, November 25, 2009

People see people judge. but fail to judge themselves every time right.

Take the consequences. really/

I just need to sleep.

and Im very loved by my friends.

Im seriously freaking blessed, and I really don't deserve so much.

I thank any heavenly creature blessing me like this. really.

If all is gone Im really fine.

because Im a great great meanie. I know it. really

you see. Im just bad.

I like feeling low and all

because I know after all these, you gain a lot.

Do you love something so much that you just want to do everything you can for it?

Yes, I do.

and, I don't mind anything anymore. I'll do what I think will make me not regret when I die tomorrow

Ms chaing's "glorious death" always rings in my head.

no matter what sins Ive done. I know Im a bitch.

but, I want to die a glorious death.

knowing, I can really go.

I love you friends

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Tuesday, November 24, 2009

我不是人。

眼泪-我也没资格流了

完美主义着。

看你这样，好比看不到。

这样也好，最好都忘掉。

这段日子你过得很辛苦吧

辛苦你了。快停下来休息，然后从新出发吧。

我是谁。自己也觉得不可思议。

痛苦不是一个人的。

byebye

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9:03 AM

The sinner has more to take than the victim of the sinners actions.

every single step the sinner takes, was not intentional, but unintentionally stabbed the victim.

seeing the blood. the sinner stops to his horror.

its too late.

the victim is hurt by the sinner.

the sinner feels remorse, and fills himself with guilt.

but, it does not change anything. at all. and will never change.

the victim being unlucky, has to take all that stupid sinner had done, out of impulse, stupidity because the sinner was out of his mind.

what did the victim do to deserve this?

isn't the victim, very very poor thing. its not fair to him.

Now I put myself in the shoes of the sinner, and look at the shit I've done.

I truly deserve to die.

and. I can't look at the victim anymore.

I've lost my rights to, lost trust, and lost myself as a whole.

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Monday, November 23, 2009

FIRST ONE- W/o Issac and Fuguang!

people who already left- peck yong, vinus, nickie, zhenyu, lester.

Hello. we're gangsters.

We were coincidentally in black- the majority of us!

Mr Teo was there with the NCC having chalet as well :D

Long time no see!

If I get A1 for my english yes I will credit you Mr Teo!

I had good fun at the 6end chalet :DDDD

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Sunday, November 22, 2009

she's too awesome,

& talented manzsx!

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Saturday, November 21, 2009

Outing with them yesterday :D I had a good time and this is a nice photo :D

I trust others more than myself, for I cannot convince myself like how I convince others.

Ive got a cut on my leg and the skin came off, it looks damn funny i think! hahah :D

but I had a good time though the cut! hahah.

it was cold outside tonight, very windy, very nice. so I enjoyed myself outside.

Open house duty today :D I didn't do much :/

but it felt greaat to be back in school, in full council uniform :D

I had fun with sham after that too.

I LOVE LADY GAGA & NEOPETS

You seriously must play neopets lahhhhh :D

Its so fun, and now you can send score 10times- WOOH!

*Im not childish. Im just too adorable. muaha

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Wednesday, November 18, 2009

I couldn't take it.

no wonder Im not happy now.

because it was only when,

that I was.

I so want to -

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8:25 AM

The end of Olevels, was supposed to be the start.

But, it all came to the end.

but this fairytale's ending is like, I also don't know what it is.

Stop counting.

Tell me, hate me. just do it.

I love you. beautiful words ; just don't work no more/

I love the momo monsters' blog.

so kewlzsx and momo-ish.

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6:15 AM

You people are very wonderful and dear to me.

I love all of you from the depths of my hearttt ♥

Because I wouldn't be here without you guys.

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5:10 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

I wished, I wish, i didn't see what you say.

because. its pain

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7:57 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY IRINA :D
I LOVE YOU!

PLEASANT SURPRISE -SSSSSS RIGHT :D

I hope you enjoyed :D because I enjoyed!

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5:47 AM

Friday, November 13, 2009

Irina and I agreed that we do not expect much this birthday :D

No wonder our birthdays fall next to each other too.

This years birthday, is about appreciation and love.

I know what to do.

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2:34 AM

Thursday, November 12, 2009

& friends, we'll never be.

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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Irina, Connie

Thank you.

Fasihah, take care and rest well these days :D

Shuhui, chiong woman, CHIONG! then we play like mad after that.

I love you all.

& my best friend shawn.

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6:27 AM

怎么会这样呢？

相信不只因为那么一点小事崩溃，应该有其他的里由。

应该是这样。我，不可能那么脆弱。

不可能。

很快会雨过天啨。

我做得到。

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3:52 AM

Lets do a good job :D

Come for prom!

& go to http://clambake-ytss.blogspot.com/

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2:24 AM

Tuesday, November 10, 2009

Kill chinese lit seriously.

I like the subject, but I don't like it too.

I like plus hate, so its love

wow.

I'm a Lit student, I'm so kewlzsxz I tell youz!

its 11.20pm. imagine me studying more later.

its no choice, because im too high now, unsuitable study condition.

and Im excited for prom though we're only planning.

We're going to have fun planning. I hope.

school. it'll be kewl okay, I trust me super.

I love you, you love me. kill chinese lit eat curry.

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7:18 AM

不受打击，是在撒谎。

我没有说话的余地，我也只能责怪自己。

但，我也不后悔

因为若没做出那样的选择，可能会害了你。

宁愿被恨，也不想再猜测，或继续担心。。

也许听自来很虚伪，算了。也没意思。

你应该不晓得吧，

祝福你吧。

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Monday, November 09, 2009

http://clambake-ytss.blogspot.com/

Prom details, check out :D

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

哈哈！用华文写，因为华文考试要到了啊！：）

其实这几天感触非常多，很想到这儿来。但太懒惰了，可能是件好事--我在用功读书：）

昨天感到很犹豫，今天就没什么了。

考试即将结束，我也不只该盼望什么。只知道一直出去玩，可能心里会有些内疚。

原本打算考完试后不说：如果当初。。。

我有努力，可是是否足以满足我的期望，我不清楚。

但，应该没有人会告诉你，“是够的，不必担心。”

还是，只是我。。。

读地理去了。

真的希望这一科能拿到理想的成绩，明天的卷子会决定这个希望了：/

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Wednesday, November 04, 2009

Hello blogggg
I'm in the midst of olevels and anticipating the end with five more papers to go while many still have either one or two,
Awwww yes

I love my life
But I miss council
I can't believe I'm so attached

It's passion
Perhaps too much already
I anticipate camp, and the council to keep growing

I love YTSC!
& I shall add he first smile in this post
:D

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7:30 AM

Saturday, October 31, 2009

with people out there starving,
I'm complaining how full I am from dinner.

actually its, 5 more days.
but its two more weeks.
and I don't like to study anymore.
the fact that physics is nearing freaks me out like-

but it'll be over very soon.
that means. you know

sushi,
after olevels, crash the kitchen :D

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